When I was young I rode the train to know
speed, and sleep, which we didn’t have at home,
not me, not any of us, and for no particular reason,
just the vague shapes in grass John sees these days
more menacingly: the shredded fawn, its inevitable
rhyme with our old way of looking at things, the lawns
quilted out like plots, like holes to disappear a little body in,
and trust in the benign stranger was good, and I believe
in random nature, I do, that there had been a hawk
and a weaker creature, because nothing clawed
in our neighborhood beside the birds, and we
did not pray then.